by Naughty Curator · Part Two: Fitted

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Dub-con
Electrostimulation & pain
Humiliation & degradation
F/F
Erotica
Sci-fi
BDSM
Bondage
Chastity
Dominance & submission
Edging
Exhibitionism
Femdom
Hoods
Orgasm denial
Piercings

“Last November,” Abby said, “some of you saw Halo Continuous for the first time, in our lab, on a subject who’d been in uninterrupted wear for eighty days. Marguerite signed a letter of intent in the hallway.” A ripple of laughter. “Today I’m going to show you why that was the first product, and not the last.”

Lea lay in the dark of the hood and listened to Abby’s voice fill the room. It was amplified, everywhere, warm and confident and close, coming at her from the speakers on every side, so that it seemed to be inside the leather with her.

“The subject you’re looking at has been in continuous chastity for one hundred days. For the last fifty-seven of them, she has been in a healing cage — a configuration that keeps all stimulation away from the body entirely. Nothing has touched her clitoris in fifty-seven days. Not a finger. Not a device. Not fabric. Not her own thighs.” A pause. “Priya, can we have her on screen two?”

A murmur went through the room. Lea felt it on her skin. She didn’t know what screen two was showing. She could guess.

“That’s her live telemetry. Resting heart rate, ninety-four — her pre-trial baseline was sixty-four. Conductance, as you can see, is at what we’d consider a sustained arousal level. That’s not a spike. That’s her floor. That’s where she lives.” Abby let it sit. “Now — screen one.”

The murmur this time was different. Louder. Lea heard a chair scrape. She heard a woman somewhere in the room say something low in Portuguese, and another laugh, nervously.

“Camera’s on her,” said Abby. “So you can all see the hardware. Don’t be shy. This is why you’re here.”


The shield came off first.

Lea felt Abby’s hands at her hips, and the key, and the click, and the second click — the same sounds she’d heard a hundred times, in the kitchen, in the back room, in Abby’s bed — and the gunmetal plate lifted away. Under it, the cage. Air moved over her through the lattice, and she heard the room see it. A collective intake of breath, two hundred people, soft.

“Healing configuration,” Abby said. “You’ll notice nothing contacts the body.” Her voice moved closer, bending. “And you’ll notice the jewelry.”

Another sound from the room. Lea knew what they were seeing. She’d seen it herself, in the long mirror over the sink in the back room, every Wednesday and Sunday for eight weeks: her clit, swollen dark, lifted forward from its hood on the triangle bar like something offered on a tray; the two gunmetal rings through her inner lips, hanging; all of it glistening; all of it framed by steel bars, a centimetre clear, untouched. And above, on the big screen, the camera would pan up, and they’d see the bars through her nipples and the tiny black stones in their settings.

“Oh, God,” said a woman’s voice, very clearly, somewhere near the front. Not shocked. Envious. “They’re gorgeous.”

A few people laughed. Someone said shh.

“Black tourmaline,” said Abby. “Brazilian, from a mine that closed in 1990. Each one hand-set. The rings and the triangle bar are titanium with a proprietary conductive core. They are, as I said, part of the hardware.” A pause. “We’ll come back to that.”

The cage came off.

Lea heard it unlock — a different sound, higher — and felt it lift away. And for the first time in fifty-seven days there was nothing at all between her and the world. Not the cage. Not the shield. Nothing. The ballroom air lay directly on her open cunt and her lifted clit and the rings, and the leg rests held her spread toward two hundred people, and she was — unlocked. She was unlocked. After a hundred days, in the middle of a stage, she was completely, simply, nakedly unlocked.

Her hips moved. She couldn’t stop them. The waist strap held her down and they moved anyway, a small, helpless, desperate jerk upward toward nothing, toward the air, toward the room. She heard it land in the room — a little sound, half laugh, half sigh — and on screen two, she knew, a line went up.

“Fifty-seven days,” Abby said softly. Not into the microphone, Lea thought. Or not only. “Look at her.”

Then, into the microphone: “I want her to watch this part.”

Abby’s fingers at the hood. A tiny sound, like a zip — it was a zip, the fine seam across her eyes she’d seen in the suite — parting, tooth by tooth. Light came in like a blow. She squeezed her eyes shut, tears pouring, and opened them a slit, and the world came through in a blur, and then in pieces.

The ceiling of the ballroom, far up, crystal and gilt. A lighting rig. And past her own spread knees — past the leg rests, past her own bare cunt, swollen dark and wet and gleaming in the stage lights with the gunmetal rings hanging from it — two huge screens, either side of the stage.

On the left screen was her. Her body, enormous, from above. Strapped, open, glistening. The brushed steel bands high on her thighs. The tourmaline stones. The rings. Her clit, magnified to the size of a fist, lifted on its bar, twitching. And a line, scrolling, lifting.

On the right screen, where her telemetry had been, there was now a console. Black, with white text, in the same clean font as the Halo app.

HCP-2 — PLATFORM STATUS

Firmware: v1.4 (passive — sensing only)
Associated elements: 6
Update available: v2.0

“What’s inside her right now,” said Abby to the room, “is a sensor. Exactly what our filing says. A very good one. It has spent eight weeks listening to her — every clench, every edge, every night.” A pause. “Let’s change that. Priya?”

“Pushing.”

A progress bar appeared on the right screen. Thin, white, filling. And in the center of Lea’s head, the voice — soft, warm, unhurried, reading the screen to her as if she couldn’t read it herself:

Update accepted. Installing HCP-2, version two point zero.
Uploading subject baseline. L-zero-one.

Lea’s eyes caught on the words as they appeared on the screen, a half-second after the voice had already said them inside her. Subject baseline. Her. That was her — the small grey word under the big white number in the app; the word Abby had said in the dark in December, fitting the shield back on: new baseline. And beneath it, scrolling, line after line, white on black, thirty feet high — and the voice, gentle, reading each line into her as it went by:

Resting heart rate series. September through March. One hundred and eighty-six days.
Arousal events, logged. Four thousand, two hundred and twelve.
Edge events, logged. One thousand, three hundred and seventy-seven.
Sleep-stage arousal events. Six hundred and eleven.
Release events. Four."* A pause, exactly long enough. *"December fourth.
Pelvic floor contraction library. Plug. Insert. Platform. Complete.

Every number was her. Every one. The train. The Hadley closing. The cushion. The night Daniel came. Christmas in the pink bathroom. Six weeks of sleep in the hissing hood. The four times in December, chained to Abby’s bed, screaming through a ring gag — there they were, a single line, four, read aloud into her skull in a voice like a nurse’s, with a date. All of it pouring up out of the ring at the top of her and out across the room, into the screen, into the console, into whatever was on the other end of it, in front of two hundred people who could read every line — and the voice saying it to her, privately, as it went, so that she couldn’t look away from it even if she shut her eyes.

She shut her eyes. The voice went on.

Subject baseline uploaded. One hundred percent.

She thought: that was mine. And then, appallingly, she thought: no. It never was.

Signature model. Subject-trained. One hundred days. Complete.

She opened her eyes again. She couldn’t not; the voice was in her either way, and at least the screen was outside her. The words meant nothing. Signature model. Her signature? Her name was on the filing. Subject-trained. She was the subject. A hundred days.

Peripheral bus. Initializing.

And she felt it.

A tick. Tiny. At her left nipple — a single precise tap, from inside the bar, from the steel itself — and the voice, at the same instant: “Zero-one.” Then the right: “Zero-two.” Then her left inner lip, where the ring went through: “Zero-three.” The right: “Zero-four.” Then — she jerked against the straps — beneath her clit, from the bar, a tap so small and so exact that her whole body answered it: “Zero-five.” Then, last, in her open mouth, on her tongue, the stud: tick. “Zero-six.”

Peripheral bus. Six of six. Online.

Roll call. This time she felt every name.

And deep in her — at the very top of her, where nothing had ever touched her until a doctor put it there — the ring. She’d felt it every day for eight weeks: weight, presence, a held breath. Now it changed. It warmed. Very slightly. And then a hum started in it — not a vibration, nothing she could have pointed to, more like the feeling of a refrigerator switching on in another room — a low, steady, awake feeling, at the end of her.

“Platform. Active.”

“Installing interruption module.” A pause. “Complete.”

“Installing induction module.” A pause. “Complete.”

“Installing corrective module.” A pause. “Complete.”

She read them on the screen as the voice spoke them into her. She was a very good reader. Interruption. Of what? Induction. Of what? Corrective. The words went into her eyes and into her ears and sat there and would not open, like the supplement in the portal, like the grey boxes in the annex, like a door she could see the handle of and not reach. She knew what each word meant. She had no idea what any of them meant here. In her.

“Update complete. HCP-2, version two point zero. Active.” And then, so softly it was almost tender: “Welcome, L-zero-one.”

The room applauded. Politely, the way rooms applaud a progress bar.

Abby leaned down to the hood. “Now,” she said, very softly, just to her, “you’re going to feel what the words mean.” And her fingers found the zip, and drew it closed again over Lea’s eyes, tooth by tooth, and the dark came back.


The first touch was a fingertip.

One gloved fingertip, laid flat and light against the very tip of her clit, where it stood out from the triangle bar. It didn’t move. It just touched.

Lea screamed.

It came out of her through the ring gag, raw and open and enormous, and the sound filled the hood and the hood filled her head and her whole body went rigid against every strap at once. Fifty-seven days. The fingertip was the whole world. It was so much it wasn’t pleasure, it wasn’t anything, it was a white blinding presence at the center of her, and her body leapt toward it with everything it had — and she was there. Instantly. No climb at all. She went from the floor to the edge in the time it took to draw one breath, and the wave rose under her, enormous, inevitable, finally —

Something happened inside her.

It was deep. It was at the very end of her — right where the ring sat, the place Dr. Anand had touched with the sizing rings, the place she had never felt touched in her life. A sharp, cold, bright twinge. Like the snap of static from a doorknob, except it was inside, at the top of her, and it didn’t stay there. It went out from the ring in every direction at once, in an instant, down the walls of her cunt and out through the rings in her lips and up into the bar beneath her clit — a single bright electric flicker, everywhere, and every muscle in her pelvis clenched wrong.

That was the only way she could ever describe it afterward. Wrong. Not a spasm of coming — a spasm against it, a hard sudden off-beat clench, out of time, like a hiccup in the middle of a breath, like a wrong note slammed into the middle of a chord. Her body had been rising into the rhythm of it, the deep rolling rhythm she’d waited a hundred days for, and the twinge hit it broadside and broke it. The wave hit a wall. A wall inside her, made of her own muscles, turned against her. And at the same instant, her clit — under the fingertip, still under the fingertip — went blank. Hot and buzzing and numb, all at once, as if the bar beneath it had flooded it with static. For one second she couldn’t feel the fingertip at all. She couldn’t feel anything there but a bright, roaring hum.

And the wave fell back.

It just — fell. Collapsed. Slid down the face of that wall and drained away, and she was left hanging there, rigid, shaking, at the very lip of the edge, with nothing.

The fingertip was still there. As the hum faded, she could feel it again. Light. Flat. Unmoving.

On the screen, she would learn later, the line had gone up like a rocket and then — four seconds before the peak — stopped dead, and fallen, as if cut with a knife. And the room had seen it. Two hundred people had watched a woman fifty-seven days untouched go to the edge in one breath, from one fingertip, and then watched something invisible stop her.

“That,” said Abby, into the microphone, “is the platform.”


The room was talking. Lea could hear it through the hood — a rising wave of voices, a chair, someone’s laugh, someone saying wait, wait, show that again — and under it, Abby, calm, explaining. Pre-climactic signature. Four-point-one seconds’ lead time. Interruption via coordinated stimulation across the platform and all peripheral elements. Fully closed-loop. The subject cannot override it. Nobody can, without an administrator key.

The words came into the hood and Lea knew them. She had read them — two minutes ago, thirty feet high, in a progress bar. Signature model. Interruption. Peripheral bus, six of six. She had read them and they hadn’t opened. Now they opened.

She understood.

It came down on her all at once, the way Abby had promised — not as a thought, but as a collapse, a building coming down, every floor at once. The plug in October, learning her. Four seconds before it tells you. I’ll want that later. The insert, fitted to you, five weeks of data. Eighty days. A hundred. The tongue, the nipples, the rings, the triangle — not jewelry. Not ornaments. Not a prize. Peripheral elements. Contacts. A circuit. Five points of conductive titanium in the most sensitive places on her body — six, with her tongue — all talking to the ring at the top of her, the green lines on Priya’s tablet. And the ring itself. The sensor platform. It just sits there and listens.

It had been listening. For eight weeks. To every clench around the plug, every wet throb in the cage, every edge she’d had in her sleep. It had been learning her — not the shape of her body; the plug and the insert had done that — but the shape of her coming. The exact signature. So that it would know, the first time anyone touched her, exactly when to stop it.

And now it knew.

It doesn’t come off.

She was unlocked. She lay on a stage with the shield and the cage gone, open to the air, open to the room, open to anyone — and it didn’t matter. It would never matter again. Abby could take off every lock she’d ever put on her. She could send Lea home bare. She could hand Lea a wand and leave her alone in a room with it for a week. And Lea would never come. Not once. Not unless Abby decided.

She’d thought the shield was the lock. The shield had only ever been a demonstration. The sleeve was the prototype. The shield is the product. No. The shield was the prototype. The lock was inside her now. It was made of her own body. Her own muscles. Her own nerves.

Chastity you can’t see.

She was crying. She didn’t know when she’d started. The hood was wet against her face. Drool ran from the ring gag down her chin onto her chest, onto the tourmaline stones. And between her legs, under the fingertip, she was so swollen and so wet that she could feel herself dripping onto the leather of the chair, and the want hadn’t gone anywhere, not one degree, it was still there, all of it, a hundred days of it, roaring, and there was a wall inside her now, built out of her own body, and it would hold.


“Let’s be thorough,” said Abby, and the fingertip began to move.

Slow circles. Exactly the circles Lea had used in September, on her back, alone — Abby had the trace; Abby knew the speed. And Lea’s body, which had learned nothing, which would never learn, leapt into them like a starving thing and climbed, fast, faster than ever, ten seconds, eight —

The twinge. The bright cold flicker from the top of her, out through every ring and bar. The wrong-beat clench. The wall. Her clit going hot and numb and blank under the circling finger. The wave falling back.

The finger kept circling.

She climbed again. She couldn’t not. It was right there, she was so full of it, every circle drove her straight back up to the edge — and twinge. Wall. Blank. Fall.

Again.

Again.

She lost count. Abby didn’t. Abby counted out loud, into the microphone, in the same pleasant voice as the back room. Four. Five. And between the counts, the room. A low continuous murmur of voices, and over it, every so often, a question, and Abby’s answer, never pausing, never missing a beat of the circling finger.

Does she adapt? Does it get easier to stop her? — “Harder, actually. Her body tries harder every time. The platform’s faster than she is. It always will be.”

What does it feel like for her? — “Ask her.” A pause. Laughter. “Well. Not right now.”

Can she still feel pleasure? — “All of it. Every bit. Right up to the last four seconds. Then nothing. It’s not numbing. It’s denial. Look at her.”

They were looking at her. Lea lay with her legs spread toward the room and her hips straining uselessly against the waist strap, making high, broken, wordless sounds through the ring gag — ah — ahh — ah — — and the camera was on her, and the screen was showing them the line, the rocket and the knife, again and again and again, and two hundred people were watching her be stopped.

Then the finger went away, and something else touched her.

The wand. She knew it by the weight and the sound, a deep electric roar, and Abby laid its head flat against her clit — directly, on the triangle, nothing between — on high.

Lea’s mind went white. Not the needle’s white. A white like a sun. She was at the edge before the wand had finished landing, and the twinge fired, and the wall went up, and the wand didn’t stop. It didn’t even pause. It roared on, and the platform fired again — twinge, wall, blank — and the wand roared, and she climbed through the blankness, she climbed through the numb static itself, she could feel the edge coming back up through it — and twinge. Twinge. Twinge. It was firing every two seconds, three, the cold bright flicker bursting from the top of her and out through every piece of jewelry on her body in a rhythm of its own now, a counter-rhythm, and her pelvis was clenching and clenching wrong, out of time, spasming against itself, and the wand roared, and the room roared, and she was on the edge and on the edge and on the edge, held there, pinned there, a living demonstration of a wall —

She felt the bell slipping in her fingers.

Her hand had gone slick, and loose, and the little brass ball was rolling toward her fingertips. She could feel it go. She could feel her fingers wanting to open — wanting to, not deciding to; her body wanting it to stop, to stop, to stop — and Anand’s voice was in her head, under three seconds, that’s my promise, not hers, mine.

She closed her fist on it. She didn’t know why. She closed her fist so hard her nails cut her palm through the leather of the cuff, and the bell made a tiny smothered sound inside her hand, and stayed.

From below the stage, very quietly — but Lea heard it — Anand’s voice: “She’s holding.”

The wand went away.


She lay there and shook. Her clit throbbed in the air, raw and swollen and buzzing, the static draining out of it slowly. The want was enormous. It was worse than before the first touch. A hundred days, and now — she didn’t know how many edges. Twenty. Thirty. Every one of them stacked on top of the last, and nowhere to go, and a wall inside her.

A hand went up in the room. Lea heard Abby say, “Yes — at the back.”

A man’s voice, accented, careful. “Compliance. In a — in a consumer context. If the user — if the wearer disobeys. Is there a corrective mode?”

“There is.” Abby’s voice didn’t change. “I’ll show you. Anand?”

“Go ahead,” said Anand, from the front. “She’s in range.”

Abby bent close to the hood. Lea felt her breath through the thin leather, and heard her, not through the microphone. Just to her.

“This is going to hurt,” Abby said. “It’s meant to.”

The twinge came. But it wasn’t a twinge.

It came from the bars through her nipples — both at once — and it wasn’t a flicker, it was a bite. A hot, sharp, burning jolt, like being snapped with a wet rubber band from the inside, through her, through the holes in her flesh, and it lasted one full second and it went down the same wire it always went down, straight to her cunt, so that she screamed and her cunt clenched at the same time, from the pain, and the platform caught the clench and fired its own twinge into it, wrong-beat, so that for one second she was being hurt and stopped at once. And then it ended, and her nipples were burning and throbbing around the bars, and she was gasping through the ring gag in great ragged sobs.

“Nipples,” said Abby, into the microphone. “Adjustable intensity. That was level four of ten.”

Four.

“And for a verbal context—”

Her tongue.

The stud. The module in the ball, inert for now. It wasn’t inert. It bit her. A jolt through the center of her tongue, through the hole, through the place where her voice came from — and her tongue jerked in her open mouth, and the scream that came out of her was not a scream at all, it was a mangled, choked, garbled noise, because her tongue had seized and she could not make it shape anything. She could not have said a word. She could not have said the safeword.

And she understood that too. Lying there with her tongue throbbing and her mouth full of drool. That Abby had shown her — had shown them, and her — exactly what it would mean to try to speak, if Abby didn’t want her to.

But the bell was still in her hand. Abby had never taken the bell. Anand was still in the front row. Under three seconds. My promise.

The exit is the instrument. Never remove it. She didn’t know where that thought came from either.

“For speech,” said Abby, pleasantly. “Imagine the applications.”

The room laughed. Not cruelly. The way rooms laugh at product launches.


Between segments, the static came on behind her ears. Rain on a far roof. And under it, too low to be sure of, something like a voice, looping. She lay strapped in the light with her clit burning in the air and her tongue throbbing and listened to the rain, and some part of her she couldn’t reach went slack, and she let it.

There was one more question.

Lea heard the voice and her whole body knew it before her mind did. Dry. Unhurried. Warm. A voice she had heard across a conference table, over the rim of a water glass, on the worst afternoon of her working life.

“Abby,” said Pauline Ward, from somewhere out in the room. “May I come up?”

She sent regrets.

The thought arrived perfectly formed, in the deposition voice, and was useless. She sent regrets. There was an email. You struck her name from Schedule B yourself. Her chair was empty. You saw the place card face-down on the plate—

Lea’s body moved before she did. It just went — every limb at once, wrenching against the straps, the waist strap creaking, the leg rests shuddering, her wrists twisting in the cuffs so hard the leather bit. She heard a sound coming out of her through the ring gag, high and fast and broken — hah — hah — hah — and realized it was her breath, she was breathing too fast, the nose ports couldn’t keep up, the hood was pulling in against her face on every gasp and she couldn’t get enough, couldn’t get enough, and her heart was slamming so hard she could feel it in her eyes —

“HR one fifty-two,” said Priya’s voice, flat, from somewhere to the left. “Sats ninety-seven.”

“She’s panicking.” Anand. Closer than before — she’d come to the edge of the stage. “She’s not in danger. Give her a moment. Lea.” The voice came right up beside her head, low, steady. “Lea, it’s Priti. You’re safe. You’re strapped and you’re safe and you can breathe. Slow it down. In through your nose for me — two, three, four. Out. You’ve got the bell. Squeeze it if you hear me.”

Lea squeezed. The bell made its small smothered sound in her fist.

“Good. Again. In — two, three, four.”

She breathed. In. The hood sucked against her nostrils. Out. In. She was shaking all over, small hard tremors, like cold. The room had gone almost silent. Two hundred people, watching a woman strapped open on a stage fight her straps and lose, and breathe, and lose.

“Better,” said Anand. “Ninety-eight. She’s coming down.” A pause. “I’ll stay right here.”

“Thank you, Priti.” Abby’s voice. Then, lighter, to the room: “Of course, Pauline. Come up.” And then, close to the hood — not into the microphone — “I think she’d like to see who’s asking.”

Fingers at her eyes. The tiny teeth of the zip, parting.

Light, again. Less of a blow this time; she’d learned it. She opened her eyes and this time she didn’t look at the screens.

She looked at the room.

Past her own spread knees, past the leg rests: round tables to the back wall. White cloths. Water glasses. And faces. Rows and rows of them, lit faintly from the stage, all turned toward her. She hadn’t seen them during the update; she’d been watching the words. Now she saw them. Two hundred people, looking at her. Not at the screens. At her.

And coming up the three steps at the side of the stage, in a dark green jacket, with her reading glasses on their cord — Pauline.

Lea’s body went again. Not as hard. She hadn’t anything left for hard. A long, helpless, shuddering wrench against the straps, a whine through the ring gag, her head straining against the collar ring as if she could turn it away, as if she could hide in the hood. She couldn’t. The collar held. Her eyes were the only part of her that could move, and they were open, and Pauline was walking toward them.

She stopped beside the chair. She looked down.

She looked for a long time. Not at the body on the screens — at Lea’s eyes, in the open slit of the zip. Pale grey, steady, unhurried, reading the fine print. And Lea saw it happen. Saw the moment Pauline found what she was looking for. It wasn’t surprise. It was the opposite. It was the small, private, satisfied look of someone confirming something she had known for a very long time.

“Hello, Ms. Calloway,” Pauline said. Softly. Just to her.

Lea sobbed.

Then Pauline straightened and turned to Abby, and her voice carried — clear, dry, made for rooms. “It’s very impressive that she can’t,” she said. “I’d like to see whether you can make her.”

The room went quiet.

“Of course,” said Abby, and Lea heard the smile in it. “That’s the other half of the pitch.” And then, close, low: “Keep your eyes open, Lea. Look at her.”

She didn’t touch her.

That was what Lea would remember. That Abby stepped back — she heard her heels on the stage, two steps — and didn’t touch her at all. Lea lay spread and strapped and bare in the air in front of everyone, and nothing was touching her, nothing, not a finger, not the wand. And from the speakers, close, warm, Abby said:

“Induction.”

And something began inside her.

It was the ring. It was the ring and everything paired to it, all at once — a pulse. Not a twinge. A deep, slow, rolling pulse, starting at the top of her and rolling out, down, through her walls, through the rings, up into the bar beneath her clit, and then fading, and then coming again. Slow. Even. And her muscles — her own muscles — answered it. Clenched with it. Not wrong. Right. In time. A slow, deep, rhythmic clench that she wasn’t doing, that she had no part in, that the platform was doing to her from the inside, in exactly the rhythm her body made when —

She knew this rhythm. She’d felt it four times, a hundred days ago, through a ring gag, chained to Abby’s bed. She’d felt it every night in her dreams since. It was the rhythm of coming. And the platform was playing it on her, note for note, the way you’d play a recording.

The pulse quickened.

She was climbing. Untouched. Nothing on her, nothing in her but the plug and the ring, nothing anywhere — and she was climbing anyway, faster, her hips lifting against the strap in time with the pulses, her cunt clenching in time, her clit throbbing in time against nothing, against the air, in front of everyone, and there was no wall this time, the wall was gone, the platform had taken the wall down and put a staircase in its place, and she was going up it whether she wanted to or not —

She tried to close her eyes. She couldn’t make them stay closed. They kept coming open, and every time they did Pauline was there, a foot away, watching her face — watching her eyes, in the slit of the zip, as she climbed.

She didn’t want to. That was the thing. That was the last thing she understood before she stopped understanding anything. A hundred days. She had wanted this for a hundred days more than she had ever wanted anything. And now it was here, and nobody was touching her, and two hundred people were watching, and Pauline Ward had asked for it, and she didn’t want it. Not like this. Not done to her, from the inside, by a machine, like a recording played on her body, while she lay there and couldn’t stop it any more than she could have started it —

It didn’t matter what she wanted.

She came.

It tore out of her. It was not like the release in December — it wasn’t a crash, a car, a wave breaking. It was pulled. Dragged up out of her by the root, on the platform’s rhythm, every contraction exactly in time with the pulse, perfect, mechanical, enormous, and her body seized against every strap and the scream went out through the ring gag and filled the hood and the hall, and it went on, and on, the pulses rolling through her and her muscles answering every one, clench, clench, clench, a hundred days coming out of her on a metronome — and the room was silent, utterly silent, two hundred people holding their breath — and it went on longer than she knew it could, longer than any orgasm she’d ever had, because her body wasn’t deciding when it was over. The platform was.

When it ended, it ended exactly. Mid-pulse. Off. Like a switch.

She lay there. She couldn’t move. Her body was still twitching in the straps in the aftershocks, small random spasms, and her breath was coming in great heaving sobs through the ring gag, and her face was soaked in the hood. The bell was still in her fist. She had no idea how.

Into the silence, Abby said: “Once more, I think.”

“No—” It came out of her as a garbled wail through the gag. Nobody could have understood it.

“Induction.”

And it started again.


The second one was worse. She was raw, oversensitive, still shaking — and the pulse came and her muscles answered it anyway, they answered it anyway, and she climbed the staircase again with her body screaming that it was too much, too soon, too raw, and it didn’t matter, and she came again in front of everyone, harder, pulled up out of herself on the metronome and held there, held, on the peak, while the platform played it out, and she sobbed and writhed and came and could not stop coming until it let her.

Off.

Silence.

And then — slowly, from the back first — applause.

It built. It rolled forward through the room until it was everywhere, two hundred people on their feet, clapping, someone whistling, someone laughing with something like relief, and it went on and on, and Lea lay at the center of it, strapped open and bare and hooded and ruined, dripping onto the chair, her tongue throbbing, her nipples burning, her clit raw and twitching in the air, and listened to them applaud.

Abby let it go on for a long time. Then she raised the microphone.

“Halo Continuous Platform,” she said. “Chastity you can’t see.” A pause. “Release you can’t refuse.”


Pauline was still beside her. Lea had come twice with Pauline’s eyes on her eyes. She’d known it the whole time, through all of it, even when she couldn’t know anything else.

A hand, cool and dry, rested lightly on the top of the hood, over the silver word embossed there. HALO.

“Lovely talk this morning, Ms. Calloway,” Pauline said, very low, meant only for her. “I watched it from upstairs.”

The hand lifted. The footsteps went away, down the three steps, back into the room.

The zip closed over Lea’s eyes, tooth by tiny tooth, and the dark came back, and the static came on behind her ears — rain on a far roof — and somewhere out beyond the leather the applause was still going on, and Lea lay in it and understood that Pauline Ward had never sent any regrets at all.

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